I sit on tumblr daily hoping for attention, and then I don’t receive it nor do I get a mention

I sit in darkness behind close doors, but in public sun shines on my pores

I fill empty inside with much need for more

My heart stopped beating because it turned cold from lost love

I lost my 1st love, the 2nd one too…I lost the 3rd one and some future ones too

I can tell I messed it up, I took things into my hands

God tried to bring me back, but I refused with fighting hands

So when he couldn’t save me from satan, and when he had to leave me on my own

I just went to sex and woman, because that’s all I’ve ever known

My God oh God will you forgive me, will you look into my heart

Mold me into loving, and take away my cold heart

Warm me up inside, and look at what I’ve done

And please reblog my life, so another will know I won